How do I get rid of this curse? I thought it was just insecurities being projected as a God complex but no. It is an actual God complex. My heart breaks everytime I realise how much of a normal person I am. A mere mortal. The fact that I’m covered by six giants and then some doesn’t make it any easier. I’m scared I might lose my genuine friendships because how much more would they put up with it? I talk about killing the ego everyday but over time mine has become enormous with nothing to show for it. An ego backed by nothing but the scary part is I don’t even care about nothing really. In reality I can’t pin point what stimulates this ego. I hope I do someday so I can kill or stop it as well as the ego. I’m looking to the heavens for the very same God I barely believe in to help me.